It is true latley I’ve seen myself parted from my old self. Wow, that is a mouthfull!
Somewhere in the past 6 months I have lost the old me! The me that smiled and laughed for just being alive, the me that always had this wonderful peaceful feeling.
Then, I realized it’s not me but, the environment I walk in, live in, or the what is brought to me from the ones surrounding me.
I blame this on my sensitivity, yes, too sensitive, too nice, too compassionate. This has made me a doormat to anyone that feeds on my niceness, like vulture of spychic attacks!
No more! Be gone!! I am declaring independence from loving you, now I will love me! Learning to say no! Yes no thank you for joining into your chaotic day or mind! People, family, friends, neighbors, they all love to include you into their mindless crazyness! Not because they care but, because they feel they need to include you and transfer their negativity to be part of their pain!
So there! My winds of change have turned the windmills of my mind towards home, peace and joy!
My life is beautiful again🎍