It is true latley I’ve seen myself parted from my old self. Wow, that is a mouthfull!
Somewhere in the past 6 months I have lost the old me! The me that smiled and laughed for just being alive, the me that always had this wonderful peaceful feeling.
Then, I realized it’s not me but, the environment I walk in, live in, or the what is brought to me from the ones surrounding me.
I blame this on my sensitivity, yes, too sensitive, too nice, too compassionate. This has made me a doormat to anyone that feeds on my niceness, like vulture of spychic attacks!
No more! Be gone!! I am declaring independence from loving you, now I will love me! Learning to say no! Yes no thank you for joining into your chaotic day or mind! People, family, friends, neighbors, they all love to include you into their mindless crazyness! Not because they care but, because they feel they need to include you and transfer their negativity to be part of their pain!
So there! My winds of change have turned the windmills of my mind towards home, peace and joy!
Namaste
My life is beautiful again🎍
Solitaire
Windmills of My Mind 
Sometimes that realization is all that’s needed to turn things around. There is only so much time and energy, so spend it on things you care about and enjoy, and politely say no to the rest without a bit of guilt. (Advice I’m giving myself.) 🙂
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A shared word of confort is a gift of friendship!🌈
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Glad you have experienced freedom! Namaste.
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“”Not my circus, not my monkeys””
Language: Polish. Translation: Nie mój cyrk, nie moje malpy. Meaning: Not my problem. While more cryptic than just saying “not my problem”, the Polish expression “not my circus, not my monkeys” makes perfect sense, and is a lot more fun to say.
Whenever I get lost in the swamp of needifriends/workers I would chant my favorite phrase…Not my Circus, not My Monkeys….worked every time – they all thought I was crazy…but then – that’s not a bad thing either….LOL glad your feeling better…
added the Metta Prayer to my grimoire Namaste
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Namaste Kat, I will recite the phrase everytime I feel imposed upon, xx Solitaire
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For me, it really puts lie in perspective…
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