Curtesy of Happy Witch
Happiness is a grand pursuit. We all seek it and yet we are left with the void of having it escape us.
When I was young I seeked happiness by making my parents happy~ they were disappointed in me.
In school I tried to be nice to all the popular girls so they would like me ~ they abused me.
I tried to be open minded with boys~ they ignored me.
As I grew up and started relationships~I was judged by my family, we were poor.
I started working and I became passionate in my duties~I was resented and hated.
Life threw me a curve and due to my stoic personslity~no one believed the struggles and chaos of my health and life.
When all fell apart~ the ones I took my shirt off, scattered like roches, I had nothing to give.
So here I am still in persuit of happiness. I had 4 months of interlude and I’ m still confused how to start from scratch.
Hair grows, bones mend but how you pick up the pieces of your life when you were thrown a curve ball?
A pondering Solitaire